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Monday, December 18, 2006

The Christmas Rock

Friday - December 15, 2006

I was so excited. My daughter was coming to spend a week for the holidays! With her were her husband and her son. My fiancé and I took the trip up north 5 hours away to get them and bring them home for the holidays. Oh, my word this is what I have needed to make my holidays perfect! We traveled in his truck. The back seat would be a tight fit for the kids, but we would manage. We set off a little later than I had hoped. I had a few last minute details I needed to attend to. So after the bows were placed just so, and the floors vacuumed extra well, the cookies put out on the table, off we go. I'm a notorious car sleeper, so I packed my blankets and my music and Wally took off. I couldn't stand it. Every 45 minutes or so my sweet daughter would call asking, "Where are you now? Drive FASTER!" I understood her sentiment perfectly! How I wanted, needed, yearned to be there with her. We got there without much toodo. It was perfect driving weather, clear and dry, not too much traffic. We got there and she ran to me and I swung her up and held her tight. We laughed through our tears of joy and love. Three months was a long time to be apart. We sat and talked for a bit with her in-laws while the menfolk loaded up the truck. We were off again in the twilight of the evening. We stopped on the way home frequently, the baby wasn't feeling good. He had a cold so we stopped for decongestant. The kids were hungry so we stopped for a late dinner. The baby being in the car we stopped once or twice for a smake and diaper change. We laughed and talked and laughed some more. The time was flying by even with all the stopping, I felt joy and peace and so damned happy.

That is until 12:30 that night. We had just junctioned onto I-69 off I-96 a bit north of Lansing and still over an hour away from home. I was talking with her husband. I was leaning toward the middle of the seat with my head between the seats. My back was to the window. Her hubby was leaning toward the middle with his head stuck between the seats talking with me. Out of nowhere my daughter let out a blood curdling scream and throws herself over the baby. In slow motion in my head, but a nanosecond in real time, I reached toward my daughter then turned toward the window. Glass was flying inward, ricocheting and bouncing off everything. The noise was horrendous. The wind and glass was spraying everywhere. Wally was calm and sure as he pulled the truck off the freeway. We took stock of each other. Wally ran around the truck and grabbed me and turned me toward hin, "Are you okay? Dear God, are you okay?" Were we all okay? What in the world happened? Oh my word, what is happening?

I grabbed the cell phone and dialed 911. I was trembling, the woman heard me asking, shouting, if the baby was okay. The words wouldn't come. .. . "I don't know what happened. No, I don’t know where we are. .. . Send the police, I think someone shot at the truck . .. . No I'm not sure. .. ." Wally took the phone from me, I was trembling to hard to talk. I wanted to see my daughter and the baby. I knew her husband was okay, he had jogged up the side of the freeway to see the mile marker. He couldn't find it. He came back to the truck and then ran off again, back the way we had came. Wally talked with the 911 operator. I started wiping glass out of the truck seats, but had no luck without gloves. My daughter wanted her husband to come back. He wasn't gone long. He wanted to see the sign on the overpass we had just gone under, so we could tell the police exactly where we were. It wasn't marked. What he did see brought on the tears that hadn't come. He saw 2 boys, almost grown huddling under the viaduct. Then he saw the rock in the road. He gave chase for a moment and thought better of it. If these people would throw a rock at us moving 75 miles an hour in the pitch of night, what would they do to him if he caught him? These two had come down from the overpass to huddle together and watch the mayhem they had created. To see if the moving target they hit carried a bloody massacre with it. He came back and as he got closer we saw he was carrying an objet. It took both hands to hold it. It was the rock.

We calmed down as we waited for the police to appear. Wally cleared out the truck of glass, he had found some gloves in the truck. We discussed the situation. Someone had aimed a rock, thrown it and damn the consequences on the target. Unbelievable as it was, it happened there on the freeway to us. We hugged each other and kept patting the baby who only cried once when his momma screamed. We closed my blanket into the door to stave off the wind as best we could from the baby, and 50 minutes after it happened got back on the road. The police never showed up.

We stopped at the next rest area to change the baby's clothes. There were shards of glass all over his clothes. We adults took off our clothes and shook them off. I emptied my shoes and watched glass fall out, hearing it ping on the tile floor. We got back in the truck after hugging each other once more and drove the rest of the way home.

The rock had first hit the mirror on the truck, shattering it. Then it bounced up onto the window , exploding it as well. Three inches to the right and it would have come through the windshield. We got the window replaced Monday morning.

Late at night, I close my eyes and I see the mayhem that could have occurred. I open my heart and I see the hand of God reaching out and swatting a rock out of the path of destruction, leaving just enough chaos for us to realize the love we have. For the love of God we are safe at home enjoying the holidays and truly giving worship to the Lord Christ's birth.

The rock sits under our Christmas tree.

It is a very Merry Christmas.

And I am smiling.....

love me later...tj

Saturday, December 2, 2006

Entry for December 03, 2006

It's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas. My mom came over today and marked my calendar with the dates that I need to set aside to do all the things that we do at Christmas time. She filled in 7 days before Christmas. The entire week before! In that week my daughter is coming home with my Boog, Wally's grandson and granddaughter are coming for a few days. and I have 2 jobs to work. One job has a night taken up with a Christmas Pageant the babies put on for their parents. I'm laughing just thinking about it. Parties and dinners every night, except cookie night. The night that I put on there to make cookies with the grandkids. Oh, then there's the day that we have to make a 12 hour journey to take those grandkids and kids home. Yikes! Oh yes, it's beginning to feel a lot like Christmas. The only day that isn't taken is Christmas day. Daddy asked me if I was going to cook Christmas dinner ... I told him if he wanted me to I would for him. He laughed when I told him it might be bologna sammiches and tomato soup. I'd put lettuce on them and make them fancy. Red soup, greenery on the sammiches, works for me! This time of year only comes once a year. I am blessed to have both of my parents, our children, our grandchildren, friends and family to share it all with...


...and I am smiling


love me later~tj


Saturday, November 25, 2006

Drinking From My Saucer

Drinking From My Saucer

Image.

I've never made a fortune

and it's probably too late now,

But I don't worry about that much,

I'm happy anyhow.

And as I go along life's way,

I'm reaping better than I sow,

I'm drinking from my saucer

'Cause my cup has overflowed.

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Haven't got a lot of riches

and sometimes the going's tough,

But I've got loving ones around me

and that makes me rich enough.

I thank God for his blessings

and the mercies He's bestowed,

I'm drinking from my saucer

'Cause my cup has overflowed.

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O, Remember times when things went wrong;

My faith wore somewhat thin.

But all at once the dark clouds broke

and sun peeped through again.

So Lord, help me not to gripe

about the tough rows that I've hoed,

I'm drinking from my saucer

'Cause my cup has overflowed.

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If God gives me strength and courage

When the way grows steep and rough,

I'll not ask for other blessings,

I'm already blessed enough.

And may I never be too busy

to help others bear their loads,

Then I'll keep drinking from my saucer

'Cause my cup has overflowed.

-Author Unknown

and I smile...

love me later~ tj

Entry for November 26, 2006 Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving


.... A time to reminisce about those in our lives that we are thankful for.  I have so much to be grateful for. My daughter, my child who is stubborn, impulsive and still melts my heart with her smile... she gave me the most precious of all gifts a woman could ever desire this year. My first grandchild.  He holds my heart. In his chubby little face that smiles as I peek-a-boo with him, I find the greatest love of all. My son-in-law,  the Good Lord put him in my life to show me patience and understanding, but I'm thankful that he loves my daughter the way he does. (I could go on and on here about the flip side of thanksgiving about him, but I will stay on point here.) My son. He is my delight, watching him prosper, I feel pride in him. His fiancé. I'm thankful she loves my son the way he needs to be loved. I am as thankful that my children have the ability to love back the way they do. My fiancé. I'm thankful that I didn't run. I love him more everyday. It's right, it's just and it's good. For him I lower my head and raise my arms in thanks to the Lord. My mom. Thanksgiving that she's with me. When it comes to our parents, we will ever remain children. I am her child. I am thankful for that. My daddy. He's here, he's sound, and he's full of life. I've been blessed with another full year of having my daddy walk this earth with me. He is my hand holder, I am still his little girl. My jobs,  my friends, my health, my wealth... (that's a joke) my home. Be it ever so humble, there really is no place like home. I'm thankful that I have a home that I want to come home to. I'm thankful that inside this house is the man with whom I will share the rest of my life with, the man that loves me more. The man that makes my house a home worth coming home to. I have so much to be appreciative of, and I recognize it.


and I am smiling


love me later~tj


Saturday, November 18, 2006

Entry for November 19, 2006 ~The Damnation of Snow ~ pt.2


by Robert Frost 

Some say the world will end in fire,

Some say in ice.

From what I've tasted of desire

I hold with those who favor fire.

But if it had to perish twice,

I think I know enough of hate

To say that for destruction ice

Is also great

And would suffice.

 

Frost said it best destruction ... I despise snow. I hate it. It is the evilness of winter that suffocates my spirit and makes me cringe in the stillness of it's cloying wetness. It leaves it's mark on me year after year. I love Michigan and all of it's wonders, but damn I hate this soft, white, fluffy percipitation that clogs my mind and stalls my heart. There is nothing that I can find worthwhile about the events of snow. I can drink hot chocolate with marshmallows melting on top in front of a roaring fire cuddled up next to my love in November without the white stuff tick, tick, ticking at the windows. Sure it's pretty, but I could look at it in photographs, while wearing shorts and drinking margaritas on a sunny beach. I shovel it, wipe it, sweep it, salt it, blow it, move it, melt it, drive on it, bundle up against it, curse it, slide on it, skate on it, and still more comes. Play in it? Rarely, and then only when drunk (I don't drink often). My fiance' says there's an intriguing way to melt it that he wants to teach me, but unless it's a snowball in my pocket as I fly off to the tropics, I want no part of the lesson. He can melt all the snow he wants....as for me, I'll be in the house waiting for spring.

 

Part 2

 

"I hate the snow"

I hate the snow

Like stop hates go

Like darkness hates glow

Like nothing hates more

Like periods hate pads

Like happy's hate sad's

Like good's hate bad's

Like in-laws hate dad's

Like fast hates slow

Like stuck hates flow

Like high hates low

That's how I hate the snow

Like roaches hate Raid

Like directly hates fade

Like sunshine hates shade

Like thirst hates Gatorade

Like wet hates dry

Like hello hates goodbye

Like the truth hates a lie

Like outgoing hates shy

Like hot hates cold

Like cowards hate bold

Like young hates old

Like on sale hates sold

Like a present hates a bow

Like cars hate a tow

Like ignorance hates to know

That's how I hate the snow.  


By Reggie ~ Thanks Reggie! You say it well!



 

Today was the first snowfall of the season.

 

 

love me later ~ tj

Thursday, November 9, 2006

My Friend Says It Best ...

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This little sweetie says shes going in to serve our country. She told me she was signing the papers Monday. She was seeking my approval. She didn't get it fom me.


I'm not smiling.


I'm not happy.


later ~ tj


Saturday, November 4, 2006

Residing in Wally-World (Thanks Fred!)

I find it incredible how fast my world changed around me. Literally. I have 2 refrigerators in my kitchen, 2 stoves, 2 washers 2 dryers. I have 999,997 coca-cola collectables pieces. I asked him to keep only those things that he really wanted. He did good. We are down to 2.594 pieces. I used to have 1 dresser, now there's 5 of em. He likes clothes. That's okay with me. It's all really okay with me. I see it as an opportunity. I learned ebay so now I fill in my time with selling coke stuff. (Wanna see some of it? ebay id: cuestickgal) All of my auctions went off on Saturday. I have a bunch of things to put in the mail, and of course I have a bunch to put back on-line. I met a man in California who likes what we have, mebbe a lot of this stuff will find it's way there. I have another thought on this subject, a bon-fire. A great big giant bon-fire sparkling with coca-cola gadgets. Wally loves a good bonfire........


I spoke with my daughter yesterday. She's writing her Christmas list. Some things in life are constant. She told me husband would like phone cards and writing paper. Odd things for a man who usually wants clothes and models to put together. So I ask....Why? Well momma, he's joined the Army. Good God was my first thought. My second thought was, maybe this will give him the discipline and direction he so very badly needs in his life. Maybe he can learn about responsibility there. My family is full of service people. My daddy a Ranger and Korean War Vetran, My brother, a Gulf War Vet, my other brother an 8 year Ranger, my kid's daddy, a Navy vet, my neice and nephew both Termed in Iraq. My son, a Marine, termed in Kuwait. A cousin in Germany, 3 cousins children in Iraq, Afganistan and the Airforce serving in France. Why shouldn't my son-in-law go. Serve his nation, serve himself, and ultimately learn how to serve my daughter and grandson.


I took my class to the pumpkin patch on Halloween. I captured that awesome photo you see on this page. It's to me like the perfect pumpkin photo. I was rather proud of it, and thought I'd share it here with y'all. I love autumn and pumpkins, and scarecrows, and little children diggin' the pumpkin patch as much as I do. I had a riot with them. Highlights of working with the children, a part that I will miss when I retire.  I have about 6 hours worth of paper-work to do today, and a cake I promised Grandma I'd make for her....of course she'd like the one cake I rarely make because it's made from scratch...... aw the things we do for those we care about.


but I am smiling.....


love me later~tj